Some of you have known me for a while—you’ve read my works. I became more diligent disseminating my work over the Internet in the later part of 2016. I had a website hosted by a group for nearly two decades; But I wasn’t interested in doing much more than updating it from time to time.

On the 2017/2018 cusp, it was clear I was dying. I knew what I was experiencing from MDs was blatant neglect. I started a journey of exploration that took me to places I thought only existed in nightmares. I kept going to sleep hoping to wake from the nightmares, only to find them worsened.

Dammit, they weren’t dreams.

I jumped from topic to topic to topic looking for goods news. What unraveled before me I journaled and documented on my website. I keep hoping I’ve made it to the bottom of the rabbit hole. I…